tidiness. enrapture.

Today I cleaned up my tumblr blog so that it would only be my own photographs, art and words.

I have a second tumblr where you can find all art and words from others that inspire me daily and that I love so much here: http://enraptured.tumblr.com/

again yesterday

as we viewed a German film in class yesterday, this man reminded me of you. as he looked down in sadness and loneliness, and so delicately took off his clothing, his body was your body, his black coarse hair was your hair, his beautiful delicate eyes were your eyes, his voice strong, yet so soft-spoken, was your voice.  and the woman was me, her blond hair was my hair, her pale skin was my skin, her voluptuous curves were my curves, her love for him was my love for you. and as their bodies became one, i missed you again yesterday.  i missed you.

Dude, this is my photo!  Thanks for posting it, that means you like it!! <3  Yah!
Here’s my flickr photostream @  http://www.flickr.com/photos/lisareneebedard/

Dude, this is my photo!  Thanks for posting it, that means you like it!! <3  Yah!

Here’s my flickr photostream @ http://www.flickr.com/photos/lisareneebedard/

(this post was reblogged from sabino)
can be seen here on my flickr at  http://www.flickr.com/photos/lisareneebedard/

can be seen here on my flickr at http://www.flickr.com/photos/lisareneebedard/

can be seen on my flickr page at  lisa renee

can be seen on my flickr page at lisa renee

nostalgia

I took a stroll right up to the Forks.  There was a little fair going on; people everywhere, games, rides, food, a band playing, people sitting at patio tables having drinks, kids screaming and laughing.  I so badly wanted to be a part of it all, but I couldn’t.  I was alone amongst a crowd of strangers and it made me feel completely alone in the world.  It made me remember beautiful days like this; crisp, cool, with the smell of autumn leaves, damp soil and campfires.  And I was alone, looking amongst their faces, searching for someone I could possibly recognize.  I couldn’t bare to be surrounded by people and families having a wonderful time in this particular weather.  It made me miss home and my family so much, that I just had to leave and return to the river-walk, so back home to my little lonely apartment I went.

a great photograph is one that fully expresses what one feels, inthe deepest sense, about what is being photographed
Ansel Adams

night sky

watercolour

(colours inverted on computer)

underneath my skin

In the silence I lay in the dampness

Alone in the darkness

Night brings you back to my every thought

Dreams play memories like a movie

These precious pictures will not leave me

Yes, there you are in my mind again

Consuming thoughts in the quietest moments

And most important events

I am surrounded by everyone else

But you

And you move down to my heart

And pull on its strings so hard

Until I am achy and sore

I cannot take anymore

Of this

you held my heart so delicately in the palm of your hand
and you still do
and you always will
can be seen on my flickr:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/lisareneebedard

you held my heart so delicately in the palm of your hand

and you still do

and you always will

can be seen on my flickr:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/lisareneebedard

nomad by Lisa Renee Bedard